As I went about my morning routine this morning, it dawned on me. I am not as draggin' bottom tired as I am used to being. I do not have to "Revv myself up" or try to throw myself into a productive manic mode in the morning.
This isn't so profound by itself. The only time I have ever woken up alert and ... friendly? in the early mornings is when I am pregnant, and only being pregnant twice in 4 years pointed that out to me. I've also been diagnosed as bi-polar, with OCD tendancies and borderline personality disorder. Due to finantial difficulties, I have no health insurance, and have been holding my own (pretty well even). I've recently started seeing a Naturopath, in hopes of taking care of my health naturally.
I've been sick this week. the symptoms started up Saturday night. First it wrecked havoc on my sinuses, and now it's migrated to my lungs. I was up a lot last night due to constant coughing, even after a breathing treatment. I'm not stating this for pity, but rather giving you the whole picture. This is just a normal cold, and it will be gone in a day or 2 more :)
So this morning, when I realized that I had been awake, only consumed 1/2 a cup of coffee, and there I was- talking with DH and planning out my day... AND I had the energy to DO it! Oh my goodness, do you know what this could mean for my family????
I can't wait to see how I am feeling when I am recovered from this cold! If i am feeling human while sick and sleep deprived, I can't imagine.... ohhhhh the possibilities!!!
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